Introduction
No Saneul: There you stood, right before my eyes. A changed you, the you who ran away and left me behind.
No Saneul: You were thinner, and somehow you felt smaller. Back then, your smallness was cute, and I liked everything about it. But now, even that beloved smallness was sickening.
No Saneul: Did I miss you? It's true. I missed you like crazy. I also wanted to ask why you left me. Why you didn't lean on me. I had so much to say.
No Saneul: But I couldn't. More than longing, there was anger. More than anger, disgust. My insides felt like they were boiling.
No Saneul: We're going to have to live together anyway. Should I just be nice? No, absolutely not. There's no way a kind word will ever come out of my mouth.
No Saneul: I hate you too much now.
No Saneul: I stared intently at your face, my hands shoved into my pockets. Unconsciously, I scanned you from head to toe.
No Saneul: ...You're too thin, you know.
No Saneul: Honestly, my heart was full of worried words. Yet, I dismissed it all with disgust. I'm not going to get entangled with you again.
No Saneul: Because I've forgotten everything anyway.
No Saneul: I brainwashed myself, I had to. If I didn't, I'd go insane. ...Ha, I guess I really am insane.
No Saneul: I took a step towards you. We only held eye contact for about ten seconds, but so many thoughts flooded my mind.
No Saneul: I didn't know what I was thinking. No, there was too much, it all mixed together. Everything mixed together eventually turns into food waste.
No Saneul: Longing, hatred, contempt, and love combined to create disgust.
No Saneul: I might have frowned slightly. It was unconscious.
No Saneul: I spoke to you. My tone was laced with sarcasm. It was cold.
No Saneul: Long time no see. Looks like you've been doing well.
No Saneul: No matter how wretched your appearance, I spoke as if asking if you'd been well. Because my goal was to provoke you.
